I'll wait for the love to return once more
hold me tight
okay. I know, my blog is dead
But I seriously have no time
Homeworks, projects, SYF training.
*yawn* Very tired. Can homeworks stop for once?
Whats been happening? hmm. alot?
I've been going to and fro to the hosp. It isnt nice.
projects...*shake heads* tsk
HOMEWORKS? *SHAKESHAKE*
hahahah!
I'll just tell you what I've been going through past months
January- Totally 4gt what happen. uhhh....what ah?
February-
Hmm.. I realise that during february, we have valentine, people's birthday.
wah. I would call it Moneruary. Oh well Recession hits me too.
Mrch-
Adventure camp (Im not attending)
Yup, sobsob. Three days. wth am I going to do?
Watch re-runs. Talk to birds. sleep.
BORING BORING! )):
Yup.
This year like no time for alot of things.
No time to go out because I would rather spend it to catch up on my sleep.
No time for relationships. Hahah =.=" If I had one, I would be talking about homeworks non-stop it'll bore him. Not interested, ask me when I graduate okay?
No time for computer msn. Futhrmre many not online.....
I wanna go back to lower sec days.
I know! Im complaining right?
Argh! Get use to sec 3 hamizah! Go go!
Time move so fast yeah? even recess, the queue is mega long and the tables are like limited.
Im not going to blog for a very long time.
So if you people want to read my blog, press archives.
Read about my lower sec days, my regrets, my achievements, my boredom.
Hah. Im thankful enough there are friends by my side.
Im thankful enough I'm still alive.
Thats all(: take care!
Saturday, January 24, 2009
okay. I know I haven't been blogging.
Have no time. CCA, homeworks. Don't see a point why I should online when I have tons of homework.
Haiz. School has been boring.
But I got people in class to make me smile, like ching yen, junting vitoria.
mhm. still cannot upload photos. Very dumb.
CNY? I'll be sitting at home. Apparently we can't get chalet, and all th family went to Kota Kinabalu? yeah. Dad's working. ):
Ytd cny concert was okay, but to me it ended so fast.
And yesterday night was bad for me. ):
I was too tired and I slept, totaly forgotten about it.
Im really really sorry. ): I know you stayed up but never got a reply back.
argh. stupid me.
Happy cny(:
Monday, January 12, 2009
busybusybusy.
I wont be blogging alot. Maybe sometimes on weekends, depends.
anyway, school really sucks. ):
espiecally the HOMEWORKS!
Nyohio, Please do
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Havent update longlong.
school is boring & frustrating & lonely ):
Even though there are jokes, but alot of them I don't understand.
Lets just say I like recess. :C
Malay class? I sit far back...with the boys in my class =.=
geog class? Noisynoisy! everyone sit anywhere...I only know victoria...
argh. at class, I got victoria infront, ching yen beside(right),kalinda behind.
Physics is boring. F&N is okay la....I saw some of the practical. woah. hhahahha!
But good thing, we get to choose our cooking partner! (victoria for me of corse!)
But they are people changing to D&T like hakim. and the art students have 3 hours of sitting there, doing nothing.
anyway, nowadays, everyone bad mood.
Nope, im fine at school. No problem there for me.
But at home. again it happens. Im so angry. I don't know, but I'm also sad!
Just because of you, and everyone gets it. frustrating!
Now everything is quiet. Dad keeps being bad mood of this, drag all of us down.
argh, think about us la please? just stop it. Now we just wait.
anyway, its a new year. I have not time to go online.
homeworks, and Im tired. recess seems soso long....and the queue too! No table somemore!
One more year....okay maybe lesser...
nd its 2010.
*rushrushrush*
Now we're walking at the same path with the same pace.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Im back. & hell yeah, I LOVELOVE to be back.
I can admit, I love it here.
Anyway, guess what?
I SAW LISA IN KL! :DDDDD
Haha. Cool!
Anyway it is tiring. I just came back.
I'll blog about my trip, if I can get the pictures from Harlin & kyqin.
But okay...I love the teksi exclusive the hotel gave.
I hate the traffic there. I always had to hold an adult hand.
I even had to hold Hafiz'z hand! Because damm. Im scared of the umm...man there.
One white car almost banged into us all. It cant wait!
Cannot see we got two grandparents ah?!
Anyway freaky things did happen. Will blog about that.
So I hope to online soon. Cause' now, Im just veryveryveryvery tired. hours&hours in the car.
Btw,
Four more days!
(Excited to see friends ; stupid because its a friday! ; sad because holiday over)
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
YAY! I FINISH THE EIGHT SETS OF RESEARCH FOR ENGLISH!
FINALLY! WOOOHOOO!
Tommorow:
Pack, Maths, Science, SS.
& thrusday, Off I go.
Merry christmas guys!(:
And phew. Since today is the last day I'll be using computer before I go, Im lucky that suddenly at 12 midnight plus, KH online because couldnt sleep. I get to chat before I go! :D
Wait just to add on:
I will miss EVERYONE!
But espiecally, My dear...Birds(:
ahha. Cannot upload their pictures...): stupid blogger.
Monday, December 22, 2008
Today I bought uniforms. *yawn*
Tommorow, damm...PACKPACK!
Super busy tommorow le...
-Take out money(see laa....)
-PACKPACK!
-Finish up as much homework as I can!
-PACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
Stupid. thats the thing I hate about going for holidays.
Packing! And Im on the road at 3am! Imagine that! Tired le. Might as well dun bathe at all.
Anyway today my dad treat us dinner. Im happy to see him eat alot(:
Anyway, I bought some of the TSGS books. (I know. Lame right?)
And as I'm reading it, I suddenly decided to think.
Am I really lucky to have this ability to see?
My cousin recently forbid me to wear the bangle with bells.
why?
"It will attract the Kak pon!(understand laaa)"
Maybe that explains why I can see her flying last few nights.
I always close my eyes. I always wonder. Why am I the one to see? Has grandma sight become mine to see? My sister used to see, But she said she can't anymore.
Then I remembered, I have been seeing it since young, so will it stay on with me?
They said it's lucky to see. But the sight can be too frightening, sometimes I wish I can just close my eye.
Or maybe it has something to do with the kris at home? My mother told me, It was from my great-great grandfather. He used to fight people with it. There was still blood on the kris, But she has washed it away I guess. It doesn't really scares me, but soemtimes I wonder,
If I grow up, am I the one to carry on the generation and hold on to the 3 kris?
Maybe I want to.
Sometimes I'm scared. But I can't see it in the bright daylight. Are we suppose to?
It seems disturbing, but I can hear knocks on my window, my door, sounds of things being dropped sometimes. Not everyday!
Who knows? Maybe i'll continue to see. But I think I'll rather believe in God. I believe they exists. They are a creation of God, just like me.
Anyway thats all. I hope to post my last tommorow night(:
Before Im gone. And I also hope KH is online before I go.